Carla Schwartz
Astronaut
Hoping to drop in from the sky like Mary Poppins,
blue satin umbrella hooked between my fingers,
I was ready for takeoff, excited to show my friend
who lived across the street.
As I took off, the steel grill
of a Nova smacked my head, struck my ear, plunged
me and my umbrella into the sea of our driveway.
A capsule in the ocean,
I couldn’t stand, couldn’t walk—
Damaged nerves, they said.
At three, I didn’t know a car could do that—
steal all my hearing from my left ear,
sink my chances of ever becoming an astronaut.
Prize-winning poet Carla Schwartz’s poems have been widely published, including in Rattle and One Art, and in her collections Signs of Marriage and Intimacy with the Wind. Learn more at carlapoet.com, or find her at @cb99videos on Instagram, Threads, Youtube, X, and Bsky.
